Tuesday, November 30, 2010
{ 8:36 AM }
Heyy peepz !! ermm , already sum days .. hmm .. still cant ferget Maman Ciner .. hmm .. i did try to ferget .. but , hmm .. my stomach so damn pain when trying to ferget hym .. herhh !! i hate dhis break ups !! herhh !! andand i dunt really feel accpting a request frem other ghuys .. i just dunnu whye ? herhh !! I HATE MY LYFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm .. no matter how my frens , my siblings andand even my MUM helps mie to ferget hym .. but its DAMR HARD !!!!! i just dunnu whye ? am i to in lurf wif hym ? hmmphtt !! i hate dhis lyfe !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is anyone DAMN expert ? hmm .. coz , i knw .. when we broke up , we didnt fight .. sumthing else .. but , each other was nt angry .. hmm .. i have to ferget hym , i have to ferget hym , I HAVE TO FERGET HYM !!!!!!!!!!! hmm .... im all alone by my side .. hmm .. since when im single .. i kept listening to dhis song .. ' Justin Bieber - Where are you now ' .. owhh goshh ! dhe song is just making mie more sad andand remembering about Maman Ciner .. hmm .. owhh Ya'ALLAH .. whye cant i ferget hym ?? give mie a way to ferget hym andand start a new lyfe .. have a new to compony my heart .. andand most , sumone to lurf mie andand fer mie to lurf hym .. help mie god .. ~ * crying so badly *
Label ; Whye owhh Whye ? * crying * :'(
Monday, November 29, 2010
{ 3:44 AM }
without eu is just lyke without a rain .. lyfe isn't dhe same without eu .. my lyfe change when ur gone .. every day and night , i kept crying when looking at ur pictures ? in dhe past , when i look eu in dhe eyes very deeply .. i always thought dhat eu'll be myne ferever andand dhere will nvr be apart .. but , i was wrong .. i always thought dhat dhere will be no separation between us .. but , i was wrong again .. every day i kept thinking , whos my prince charming ? i wish i could get dhe right ghuy dhat can always be beside mie whenever i need hym , need sumbody to lurf andand most .. need sumbody to be wif .. i always think of dhat .. but , i didnt get any of my wish cum true .. my wish nvr cum true when i needed sumone to lurf .. whut wrong wif mie ? my lyfe sucks without eu .. i just cant stop crying at mama .. my lyfe just sucks to dhe core so badly .. how i just wish i could change dhe world andand be with eu again andand never to be apart frem eu .. andand , i wish .. i had ur last kiss and hugs .. ;(
P.S. i miss eu so badly .. * crying *
Sunday, November 28, 2010
{ 4:22 AM }
Heyy yo peepz !! ermm , BAD NEWS .. hmm .. broke up wif Maman Ciner .. hmm .. wtf ?!?! hmm .. have to take she fact whut is happening nw .. hmm .. wth siaa !! cant be lyke dhis .. ' lyfe sucks when eu have to let go dhe person eu lurf so much ' .. hmmphtt !! fcuk dhe bullshit siaa .. hmm .. its okeyhh .. one dhay he will be myne again .. hmm .. well , Sakaii Sankito is cntcting mie again .. hmm .. quite miss hym alot .. ;DD well , he is asking fer patch .. hmm .. i dunt really knw whut to do .. hmm .. should i or should i nt ? hmm .. im so stress wif relationships .. hmm .. my favourite bhoy told mie , i should nt have any relationship at dhis tyming .. as i just broke up wif Maman Ciner .. make myself cool down about Maman .. hmm .. i dunnu knw .. hmm .. but , i cant let Sakaii wait fer so long .. hmm .. sumone help mie .. ;(
Label ; Thankz fer everything Maman .. ~
Friday, November 26, 2010
{ 11:36 AM }
Heyy peepz .. new edited pichur .. to dhe left , to dhe left .. heek ! nyce or nt ? i dunnu urhh .. hmm .. well , today meet up wif Maman Ciner .. Fuuu !! FINALLY ! long tyme already .. went to he's house , lpk wif hym andand he's frens .. hmm , had damn fun at sum tyming .. but , my phone was quite irritating too .. heek ! ;DD had so much fun wif hym .. cant ferget about today .. we did ................... ahaha .. siul ! fer whut want to knw kan .. between mie and husband ..~ eheheekk .. ;DD hmm , going to stop here .. andand starting to miss maman .. * crying *
Label ; dhat spacial day . ( 261110 ) <3
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
{ 8:21 AM }
Heyy ho .. today quite bored urhh .. i think ? hmm .. went out wif bro .. ermm , went eat chiken at arnold .. hee ! bnyk sodapp ! hee ! ;DD ermm , but .. mendakk urhh .. bro bhuy he's stuff onlie .. i ask fer a new ear piece , he said " nanti lurhh .. tunggu aku bnyk duwet nnti aku beli kan kau ear piece lagyk baguz .. " dhen , i kept quiet .. hmm .. i want a new ear piece !! hmm .. 2morrow going to be scared .. 2morrow is my ferst training at Wahana Deksu .. dhen , next year going to join dhe ' Chingay ' .. fuuuu ! going to be scared .. but , about dhe Chingay thingy , im nt being WORLD okeyhh .. its true lurhh !! herhh .. maner tawu , adr jerkk org nanak cayer .. okeyhh .. hmm .. i'll stop here .. * peace .. ;DD
Label ; Wahana Deksu ? ~
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
{ 10:22 AM }
Heyy ho .. hee ! ;DD ermm , today i think quite bored lurhh kan .. hmm .. miss alot of pplez .. so damn bored since skool ends .. haiyaaa .. whut'to do ? any ideas ? hmm .. whuteva lurhh kan .. hmm .. my lips r quite pain .. coz of dhe piercing . hee ! ;DD feel lyke opening it , herhh !! coz , its damn pain ! herhh !! i dunt understand pple can take dhe painess of piercing .. hmm .. but , if i open .. wasted siol .. haiyaa .. nvm , just keep cleaning everyday .. wipe it when dheres water andand everything lurhh .. hmm .. well , dhis thursday going to be scared .. herhh !! join dhe dk barat group ( outsides ) .. herhh .. dhe group's name is ' Wahana Deksu ' fuuu ! im scared siol .. my frens and teacher kept saying , dhat is dhe hardest group siaa .. dhey're making mie scared siaa .. okeyhh , okeyhh .. lets just simply change .. yesterday slept feel very fresh .. i dunnu whye ? bcoz of dhe pooh dhat Fadzil gave mie .. dhe pooh makes mie lyke , i dunnu how to say it ? but , its wonderful .. aww ! thankz fer bhuying dhat pooh .. Maman ; eu bylur nk beli kan i bender ? hehehk ! fake . ;DD okeyhh .. i'll stop here dhen .. lazy to type alot2 .. ;DDD
Label ; Winnie The Pooh Bear .. ;DD
Monday, November 22, 2010
{ 10:28 AM }
heyy , yo !! hmm .. today quite tired .. so , i dunt think im gonna type alot .. ermm .. burthdhay finish but .. fadzil gave mie a present .. andand , its a POOH BEAR .. but , naaaa ! we're just frens .. btol tk fadzil .. i knw i'll ask eu to read my blog .. huahuahuaa ! ;DD okeyhh .. change , saw dhe picture ? <<< dhats maman ciner siow ! ahaha ! keyhco ?! old pic' siaa .. ahah ! if maman was viewing , i guess he'll be shock .. how did i get dhis old pic' of hym .. ;DD aaha .. but , cute ryte he's face ? ahah ! but , naaa .. im more cuter dhen hym ryte ? i knw .. ( maman ; ehyk bhyy , i lagyk cute dari eu lurhh .. hmmphtt ! bluekk ! ;pp ) hee ! ermm , just pierce my lip .. fuuu ! dunt really wanna take pic' or smile wif it .. coz , its still darm PAIN ! herhh ! maman ; syq , sorie kalau i tyndekk agyk .. :( hee ! but , i dunt think i wanna pierce again .. pain siow !! herhh ! okeyhh .. i'll stop here .. ;DD
Label ; Maman Ciner's old pic' .. ;DD
Saturday, November 20, 2010
{ 5:11 AM }
Heyheyy peepz !! hee !! yeahh !! today is my burthdhay !! yeahh , yeahhh ! happy dok .. but , sad dhat i didnt get dhe chance to meet sophian hadi && sakaii sankito ^^^ picture above .. hmm .. sad seyhh fer mie i didnt get to see dhem .. hmm .. tkperhh .. sakaii andand yan say one dhay MUST meet .. hee !! b'dae tody got little bit suck .. hmm .. but , i cant ferget one .. dhat fadzil was dhe FERST person to wish mie happy b'dae .. hee !! thankz fadzil !! andand fer Fahmy , aku kuwangaja amk gmbh aku .. tkperhh .. muker ku cute .. hee !! ;DD andand , last .. I MISS MAMAN .. ;( * crying *
Friday, November 19, 2010
{ 7:48 AM }
I miss dhem .. ^^
haluu peepz .. today is my b'dae !! yeah yeahhh !! ;DD happy .. alot pple texted mie .. call mie .. andand my fb .. goshh !! alot !! ;DD all my love pple texed mie .. but , except one of my true lurf didnt .. ' maman ciner ' .. hmm .. wth ?! nvm lurhh .. aku nie kan siaper .. hmm .. okeyhh .. lets get bck .. hmm .. saw dhe picture dhat is showing dhe fingure ? hee .. dhats myne fingure .. ermm , dhe yello brownish cat .. ^^ did dhat to mie .. wth kan ? b'dae ghurl fingure became lyke dhat .. but actually .. all of my fingures a pain .. just have no blood .. ahaha .. but my foot .. hmm .. dunt talk about it .. hee ! well , my family gave mie a b'dae wish onlie .. hmm .. dhen , daddy call mie .. saw dhe top picture .. dhast my mum andand dad .. i miss dhe old tyme .. * crying * hmm .. talk to hym .. cried alot and alot .. and alot .. andand of coz .. ALOT .. hmm .. i just miss my WHOLE family .. ;(
Label ; My birthday .. ;DD
Thursday, November 18, 2010
{ 8:39 AM }
maman ? yanney ? hmm .. how ? okeyhh ? or not okeyhh ? do eu think he lurf mie ? do eu think i lurf hym ? are we still in cntct ? do we match each other ? do we look cute together ? do he miss mie ? do i miss hym ? * Maman ; euu !! ehyk berd2 ! where r eu ? ahsal ilng ? hmm .. i wynduu euu !! hmm !! euu , euu , euuuuu !!!! ahsal tk text sngt ? eu , euu , euuuu !!! knaper kwn eu adr kater i eu nyer ex ? eu ?!!!!!!????!!!!!???!!! hmm .. eu adr kater paper kerr ?? hmm .. eu ??! whye r we having dhis hard tyme ? hmm .. eu tk raser wynduu kerr ? i sngt2 .. hmm .. eu , euu , euuu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where r eu ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! * Fadzil ; kau gylur .. ;DD kau suker tnyr aku soalan pandai .. trajang kau , idung tembel nnti .. ;DD ehykk .. change subject .. hee !! i need my maman !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * Maman , if eu r reading dhis .. dhen , GHUD !! i miss ur berd2 .. ahahhaa !! andand ofcoz .. EUU ! hmm .. i miss euu !! * crying * ;(
Label ; Maman Ciner ??
{ 8:22 AM }
Heyheyy ! im sad andand happy .. sad ; hmm .. maman is gone .. hmm .. i mean .. NEVER MEET ! ?! bleyhh botak .. seriously .. hmmphtt !! starting to miss hym alot .. hmm .. where is my maman ciner ? hmm .. help mie find hym .. happy ; today went out wif family .. go eat SATEYHH !! ahah .. yummy , yummy !! ;DD hmm .. eat alot dhen cannot walk straight siaa .. walk lyke nenek , nenek tuwer .. ;DD too full ! ;DD dhen , big bro buy mie a ' nike ' slipper .. hmm .. very nice .. i lyke .. hmm .. thankz abg .. ;DD hmm .. b'dae cuming soon .. i want my wish cum true .. hmm .. 1st ; i dunt wanna break wif Maman Ciner ever agian .. 2nd ; i want my real father to see mie .. andand last ; I WANT MY B'DAE TO ROCK !! ;DDD andand P.S... ; i miss maman !! ;(
Label ; Maman , Daddy .. ;DD
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
{ 3:45 AM }
typing fer maman onlie .. dhis few dhays .. im quite sad .. ive been crying infront of my mum .. i've been missing a ghuy .. ( maman ciner ) i just felt lonely wifout hym .. i've been thinking and thinking .. whut is he doing ? even when we text .. we dont relly meet each other alot of tyme .. i relly miss hym .. my eyes are to pain to cry alot .. i've been thinking .. is he having a new one .? but , i dunt think so . coz , he told mie he promise mie .. andand same goes to mie .. im just making ti short .. i miss maman so much .. i cant keep continue'ing crying andand crying at mum .. maman .. please text mie sumthing .. i seriously leyh jadi botak siaa , syq .. ;(
Label ; maman ciner , i miss eu ! :'(
Monday, November 15, 2010
{ 6:42 AM }
heyheyy !! today quite happy . andand i dunnu ?! ;DD
today when out wif ' Syafika andand Fazli ' .. ahaha .. went to Botanik Garden .. quite nyce dhere .. ;DD
hmm .. dhen , today .. Hafiz ( my ex ) he came to my house to pierce smiley .. KIMAKKK !! my bro pierve fer hym very nyce .. kuwangasam .. ;DD quite jealous .. hmm .. but nvm .. i pierce ferst already .. huahuahuaa !! t'care of ur smiley , Hafiz .. ;DD
Label ; Hafiz .. <3
Saturday, November 13, 2010
{ 8:49 AM }
Heyy peepz .. today its my mama's b'dae .. huahuaa ! " happy b'dae , mii " .. ;DD well , today quite happy .. coz , big bro' gave mie a cute little cat .. not little .. quite big .. but , its only 5years old .. ( i'll try take picture wif it ) ;DD hahaa ! hmm , well .. at home only today .. taking care of my new cat ( punk ) ;DDD hmm .. well , took a pichur of myself today .. << ahahaha ! the one im in blood its quite cool ryte ? i knw .. i lyke dhat picture .. ;DD hee ! ;DD hmm .. well , blank brain already .. ;DD ahaha ! so , i think , i'll stop here dhen .. hmm .. peace out .. ;DD
Label ; Happt b'dae mii .. ;DD
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
{ 8:19 AM }
Heyy peepz .. currently at home .. hmm , angry ryte now .. wif my fcuking stupid ass'shit ex .. he already knws dhat im attch andand he text mie fer patch up .. he texted mie .....
" s0rry...but i just cant f0rget about u...i l0ve u s0 much, u are the right 0ne 4 me. Plz patch up with me back cause i promise u,i will change. Plz acc me .. " lyke wtf kan ?! no shame , shame .. i told husband about it .. hmm , husband was alittle bit angry .. he ask mie to reply " fcuk eu " ahaha ! tk baek siaa hubby .. ;DD but dhen , im to kind i just reply .. " eu dunt understand izit dhat im attch .. i only belong to azman .. andand no .. im nt dhe right ghurl ! " dhen now he nvr reply .. but , i told husband to text hym .. hmm .. i think dhey r texting each other .. herhh !! i just HATE EU SO MUCH YAN !! just fcuk off wif another ghurl .. i want my ONLY MAMAN CINER !!
Label ; Im MAMAN CINER's only !! get dhat ?!
{ 12:06 AM }
Heyy peepz .. currenly at home .. ermm , today is my 3months wif Maman Ciner .. * whoohoo ! ahaha .. ermm , not sure if meeting hym today .. hmm .. well , i just simply lurf hym so much .. i just cant have any break ups .. hmm .. i just hope we can last long .. im tired of changing relationship .. i only wanna stick to one .. andand dhat is ' Maman Ciner ' andand no OTHERS !! hmm .. okeyhh lets change subject ..
; Well , saw dhe picture ? ^^ ahaha .. dhe ghost picture .. ahaha .. dhats my second bro andand my bro-in-law .. ahaha ! we were trying to scared out uncle .. so , we plan to be a ghost .. ahaha ! ;DD im not in .. ahaha ! i was .. but , nt wif dhem .. i was alone .. trying to scared my second bro .. ahah ! well , didnt work .. ahah ! ;DD okeyhh , lets get bck .. well , i was damn shock to saw dhem dressing lyke dhat .. ahaha ! they were wearing dhe white thing andand dhe make up was around 12.30am ( night ) dhen , want to start scaring my uncle was around 1.45am++ .. hmm .. dhen , ahah ! it works .. alittle urhh .. ;DD ahaha !! andand when it was finish , everyone went to their beds andand SLEEP !! ahaha ! but , not me .. ahaha ! ;DD i was texting husband until around 2.30am .. ahaha ! hmm , well peepz .. i think till here dhen .. buhbyee ! ;DD
Label ; Being ghost is our JOB ! ;DD
Friday, November 5, 2010
{ 7:55 PM }
I'll make it short . i just dunt wanna have any break ups wif maman ciner anymore !! i want hym only !! no others .. no others !! NOOOO ! help mie god !! ;(
Label ; Maman Ciner ..
I miss dhem .. ^^
