Wednesday, December 15, 2010
{ 10:58 AM }
Im sorie my my stupid attitude andand i'll change .. // I miss my old lyfe .. :'(
hmm .. izit mie or izit dhe lyfe of world ? or maybe its god giving dhis to mie ? fighting wif ur bro/sis is dhe irritating things in ur lyfe .. angry wif ur parents is dhe most hated thing in ur lyfe too . but when cums to fighting wif ur mum .. dunt ever feel angry or hate it or whut so ever eu r feeled lyke .. mum is dhe one giving birth to eu .. andand make eu open ur eyes in dhis werld .. mothers r everything in ur lyfe .. even if parents have to be in saperate ways .. eu get to accpt it .. its frem god .. but , when cum to parents being single .. repect dhem no matter whut .. andand most .. respect mothers .. dunt be lyke mie .. as im fighting wif my mum .. andand shes ignoring mie .. dunt wanna be close to mie andand everything mums do wif dheir child .. but , shes doing mie lyke a doll .. leave mie behind andand ignores .. dunt ever fight wif ur mum or hate her .. as eu will regret .. feeling regret ryte now .. bcoz of dhe fights .. how i just wish i was not in dhis werld .. or maybe simply .. i wish i was not born at all .. whye did my mum gave birth on mie if im dhe naughtest in dhe family .. never even wanna listen to anyone in dhe family .. whye should eu gave birth on mie .. make urself happy wifout mie in ur lyfe .. as eu have onlie 3 child .. dhen eu have mie .. eu have to give mie food , pay my skools thing , bhuy mie new things dhat i really needed andand everything .. im just making ur lyfe worst .. its batter just without mie , mum .. its batter .. its up to eu mum .. kick mie frem dhe house ? mske mie lyke a doll .. make mie not ur child anymore .. i would just had kill myself mum .. its easy .. dheres a knife in dhe kitchen .. dhe windows r open fer mie .. or maybe i dunt wanna die early .. dhe door ? i can open andand go mum .. i can leave if eu hate mie so muchh mum .. i can .. just fer eu .. i can stay at other places mum .. as eu dunt really wanna do anything wif mie anymore .. i gave up on my own family .. im saying dhis wif my hearts .. ( eu can make mie lyke sumone eu dunnu .. i dunt mind .. eu can kick mie of frem dhe house .. i dunt mind .. eu want mie to die by not giving mie food or drinks anymore .. i dunt mind .. i can go just by opening dhe door mum .. i can .. i dunt want eu to suffer bcoz of mie .. i can go mum .. i can .. as eu say is true .. i never listen to anyone bfore .. in dhe family .. never .. always turn bck .. ur 3 children r not lyke mie ryte ?! fyne mum .. i can go .. i can .. let mie die or whut so ever .. coz y'knw whut .. i really cant be a person in dhe family .. im nobody to anyone .. im lyke dhis bcoz .. i nvr had lurf frem my own family .. pple say dhey scold bcoz dhey lurf .. but , i dunt feel dhe lurf on dhis family .. since dad andand eu have to be seperated .. its not fair in my lyfe mum .. i hate dhis lyfe !! )
